I was always that girl who thought it was odd for women to date men more than 5 years older than her. Even though I have an aunt who got married at 16 to my uncle who is eleven years older than her, I just thought it was gross. Not to mention a little creepy. I knew that I would never date someone that much older than me. I mean really. He will look a lot older than you, be worn out a lot sooner than you, and just think about it.
Date you as a joke? Thought that was something reserved for stupid teen movies Sorry, that sucks. But yeah maybe you just have a little anxiety about something. It's natural, everybody gets it about something bu it's only a problem if it starts to dictate your behaviour.
Fact is, any beautiful girl who is offered lots of money to travel and have her photo taken would jump at the chance. NOTE: Want to attract more women? All of the photographers I know are dating top models. It just comes with the job. Get yourself a decent professional camera like this one. Watch some tutorials on youtube, and practice with friends and family.